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| Has it really been 2 1/2 months since I've written anything on Xanga? I think it's my attempt to keep my social world small. I feel busy and pulled into being social more than I would want, which is not much but for me it's enough. If it was up to me I would want to be like the Japanese couple who live across from us, I think they're hermits. I bet their world is orderly because they have so much time being hermits. I think I miss my friends. The ones I don't get to see right now. I miss being around the type of friends who you feel like you're a hermit even when you're hanging out with them. The only ones we see right now who I feel that way around is Tiff & Jon. I miss Melissa and Fish. We said today that we would NOT want Melissa to be our second George but she would be an awesome next door neighbor. I feel tired and not that I've done anything. I need some inspiration. Battery's low, will stop now. | | |
| With Derrick gone:
I have turned into a workaholic I don't eat out and have very simple meals at home or other people's home When I fall and hurt myself, there's no one to make a fuss around so I just have to suck it up I go to the gym every other day The apartment is totally clean I'm paranoid that I'm going to be kidnapped and butchered after I watched this dumb scary/graphic movie I'm brushing George every other day - I guess he gets more attention George has been sleeping with me at night I've been turning on the heater almost everyday (hehe Derrick, you'll see this in next month's bill) | | |
| 1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Maybe, depends on how. Mostly it makes me feel kinda icky like they want to be my father.
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Both!
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? Love it and may feel obliged to write something back.
4. Group dates or single dates? Now that I'm an old couple, mostly group dates but it's nice to have one on one time. Just no fighting!
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Sorta, it's ok they do that but I rather not be around it.
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? No way. Not for me.
7. Is your hair up or down today? Down
8. Do you straighten your hair? No my hair is naturally straight.
9. Favorite mascara? Trying out new ones so far, Dior Show and this new Cover Girl one, Lash Blast.
10. Do you get your nails done? Yes this is a must. I can't even cut and groom my own nails anymore!
11. Small or large purses? Big!! I love it. Maybe a small girl syndrome. I like to carry around anything I will ever need.
12. In your purse, what are your must haves? Wallet, cellphone, blackberry, notepad, pen
13. Jeans or sweats? Jeans
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? For sure. But not sure how jewelry can be uncomfortable.
15. Do you text message a lot? No way, I hate texting.
16. What would you do if you got pregnant? If right now, I will kill someone first and then crawl in a hole and die. But it's not going to happen. So if later, then it'd be awesome!
17. What’s your favorite color? Dunno... gray, purple, black, blue, yellow. Depends.
18. Heels or flats? Heels always. I'm short.
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? Oh man I cry at EVERYTHING
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on? Sure. But not likely.
21. Walmart or Target? Target
22. Do you wear collared shirts? Yeah sure. I'll wear anything if it looks cute.
23. Do you like preppy boys? Yes
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!? Eh. I don't wear anything on my lips usually.
25. Do you own any big sunglasses? Yep almost all of them.
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 30-45 minutes
27. Do you like to wear band-aids? This question is stupid. I don't care.
28. Do you like skater boys? No! I hate them! They look like slackers.
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change? All the time, that's why you do something about it.
30. Gold or silver? Both. Gold is classic though.
31. Do you like to receive flowers? Love it. Will someone give them to me? I need cheering up. I'm not opposed to asking for them too.
32. Do you like surfer boys? Hate them. They also look like slackers.
33. Do you dress up for the holidays? Sorta, I have to for church.
34. Do you like to wear dresses? I would like to have more opportunities to wear dresses.
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you? 1. So simple! (in the asian man voice)
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy? No, it's been wedding fest with Cathy. Oh wait sorta, Jon a little but he doesn't count.
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you? Heck no. Shorter than me would be a midget.
38. Do you like to hold hands? Yes. I start holding other people's hand now or catch myself from doing it when Derrick's not around.
39. What is the youngest you would date? Same year 1979 ok.
40. What is the oldest you would date? 35
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy? The way he dresses and how he acts. If he's decent guys or if he's a chump.
42. Is it hot when guys sweat? Mostly no. If it's a hot guy sweating then obviously it's hot either way.
43. What is the best feature in a guy? His character.
44. Do you like making eye contact? I don't care about this question.
46. Would you kill for chocolate? No. I rather have savory foods.
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? Heck no. I look good with just 30-45 minutes of prep. Haha j/k. Sorta not.
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping? 3 Only if it's simple shopping. I hate a real shopping trip.
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show? If it's not recorded yes!
50. Do you yell a lot? Only at Derrick.
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work? No that's gross and messy.
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy? Why? I already look good. J/K! Seriously this time. But no, why would I.
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems? Gross. No. I was told I'm not romantic. I'm cute!
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out? Eyeliner. Eye shadow. I can't commit to just one.
55. Do you fall in love easily? Not at all. So you're lucky if I love you. Congrats for you, you had 1/1 Billion chance.
56. Do you have cramps? Nope, not anymore.
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever? Yes I do. I love him! | | |
| Derrick said the only reason why I'm not hot is because I'm fat. What an ahole. | | |
| So today is my third day of being sick at home and no work. I was so
lonely this morning, I almost contemplated about going into work just
to see people again. But then people would have gotten mad at me for
spreading my sickness. Thanks a lot Ben and Derrick! Well more
Derrick cause he was cocky and drank out of Ben's cup when he was
sick. Then I thought I was immune but I wasn't and got sick about a
week after Derrick. However, time was spent well this morning.
Derrick went to pick up my new iPOD Nano from Toby yesterday so I spent
a few hours setting it up this morning. The funny thing is, I think I
care more about pictures than music. After all that time, I got 4
albums on my iPOD and 1200 pictures! HAHA. I like watching the
pictures. I have pictures from Joy's Wedding, Boston Trip, Seattle
Trip, New York Trip, SLO Trip, Cancun Trip, my 27th Birthday, Napa
Trip, Miami Bachalorette Party, Work Party, random pictures from our
Sunnyvale apartment... looking at it makes me feel like I have nothing
to complain about. I have a pretty nice life. Good friends... which
as of late I've treated like crap cause I'm so sick and miserable.
Sorry... I just read Ben's resolutions for 2008 and this is the first
time I think I should have some too.
So here are my resolutions:
- Be a better person and not so cranky
- Complete Business Plan and finish the first one
- Work out 3 times a week
- Spend less money on eating out all the time
- Instead save more money to eat out at nice restaurants once in awhile and going out and having fun
- Cook more simple foods
- Keep in touch better with my friends
Here are some of my favorite pictures from the last few years. Hope it makes you smile too 











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